4 years ago...

[Lette]

... I lost my first baby. :tear:

Well, it wasn't exactly 4 years ago, but it was on election day, November 7, 2000. I remember going to the polls to vote just after 7am and then going to have an ultrasound because I was miscarrying. :blue: I will never ever forget.

I have tears in my eyes thinking of my baby that never was, but also knowing I wouldn't have the same children that I do today. I am very greatful for what I have and I smile knowing my baby is up in heaven with my dear grandmother. :tear:

Thanks for listening. I just wanted some place to let this all out.
Time to clear my eyes before anyone sees me crying here at work.

[Rav77]

:bighug: I'm sorry to about you loss :bighug:.

[SarahK]

:hug99:

[Dennis]

I'm so sorry Lette.

[jstauffer]

:hug99: I remember when you had your m/c. It's strange how the emotions sneak up on you every now and then.

[magoo]

:hug99:

[Shel]

I also remember when you had your miscarriage. It never goes away, does it? And it's so odd the things that bring it up in your mind :(

[Cortney]

:bighug:

[Alysia]

:hug99: Thinking of you, Lette!

[Jayne]

I am so sorry Lette :hug99:

Jayne

[Alyssa]

Wow, I remember that too, Lette. I am sorry that you're having to deal with this memory. :sad: I hope you're doing okay today.

[Sherry]

:bighug:

[Lette]

Thanks so much everyone! :hug99: It was the time and the place that all brought it back so vividly. I am fine today! :) I appreciate everyone's kind thoughts.


It never goes away, does it? And it's so odd the things that bring it up in your mind :(
Shel, you are so right!

[Kaybee711]

I am sorry. I know how it feels unfortunately. I hope you took the time and felt sorry for yourself. Sometimes it really helps.

[Goo]

I also remember your miscarriage. I had just jumped onto UB after having had a m/c of my own in February 2001. I know all too much about loss as you can probably see from my signature. I'm so happy that the following day put you in better spirits.

[Bev]

Oh Lette. :hug99: You'll have a reminder every 4 years (as if you'd forget). You'll never forget it and even your DH won't remember and it will drive you crazy, because how could they not remember? I'm glad you are feeling a bit better about it.